This Changes Nothing.

Your world is quiet as you hold your tongue, unsure if the words you  could say would betray a bond , when the knowledge is unknown but is personal to you all the same, no matter the diagnosis, no matter what they say, I love you all the same, your big sister learning you, what…

So many great things such little time 

Happy New Year! Tomorrow I will have reached my 6th month mark in my pregnancy AND it will be our 2 year anniversary! Yay! How exciting can you believe it?! A baby boy on the way and ENGAGED! Searching for a house we can call our home our own home! 😀 I can’t wait I…

Great end to a new Beginning

The last day of December is one I will always remember As I spent the day with the family and helped my mom cook food I shouldn’t eat with little baby boy inside me It’s okay I had baked fish which was just as tasty We popped poppers inside and outside of the house We…

Mama’s Intuition 

​We anxiously waited for the day when we would have our sonogram so we can put an end to the everybody’s guesses. They swore they were right by using the internet to calculate I was having a girl and just by looking at the way my body was forming. I honestly don’t see how anybody…

Up for a coin toss

​November, came and went in a blink of an eye. Was it cold in November? Here in Texas no i do not think so. Though I had the “LUXURY” of staying home alot and still trying to to feel at my very best. Being sick lasted me 4 month and 2 weeks. It was like…

A different Birthday song

​It’s my birthday so we going to party like it’s my birthday Ima muthafuckin libra so you know it my birthday!  (sing with 50 cent-In da club melody ) haha yup My birthday month was absolutely great! I mean how could it now be when I got a new best friend! Woo! Ye the freakin’…

I never left 

​As I sit here on the bed in Ryan’s brother’s room. WAIT! Did you notice?  We are in a different  room, living with different people in a different environment. What can I say? We just LOVE traveling haha ;P Thank God for the opportunity we have to be sheltered by our loved ones. Thank God…

Change of Heart with a Change in Mind

Ha! Oh. Well…*long sigh*  Well where do I even start? When it comes to change I can say I know that it’s constant and it is in fact one of two things. Good or bad. You can let the situation control you or take control of the situation. Sometimes the change is NOT what’s going…

Super bad, bad day + happy ending

Is it Fall? Ha! Well couldn’t tell with the bastard sun shiny bright on my left leg as drive to the highway to get to OUR first baby appointment anticipating endless papers to fill out and a long stay. If not only because what I have been reading about online and in my book…probably the…

If Anger Could Make Fire

​ I can’t even remember  when the last time I wrote was . I can’t post anything for WordPress today there is nothing there . I have no phone. When I picked up Ryan from the hospital it got lost in the truck? Or that security guy stole it when he took back the wheelchair….

Nothing Outside of Us

​Stone but not cold hearted Grounded and do not boast  Humble yet rich with life’s gifts  We will not be moved  We cannot be broken