Change of Heart with a Change in Mind

Ha! Oh. Well…*long sigh*  Well where do I even start? When it comes to change I can say I know that it’s constant and it is in fact one of two things. Good or bad. You can let the situation control you or take control of the situation. Sometimes the change is NOT what’s going…

Super bad, bad day + happy ending

Is it Fall? Ha! Well couldn’t tell with the bastard sun shiny bright on my left leg as drive to the highway to get to OUR first baby appointment anticipating endless papers to fill out and a long stay. If not only because what I have been reading about online and in my book…probably the…

If Anger Could Make Fire

​ I can’t even remember  when the last time I wrote was . I can’t post anything for WordPress today there is nothing there . I have no phone. When I picked up Ryan from the hospital it got lost in the truck? Or that security guy stole it when he took back the wheelchair….

Nothing Outside of Us

​Stone but not cold hearted Grounded and do not boast  Humble yet rich with life’s gifts  We will not be moved  We cannot be broken

Actions V.S Words

​For thought:  Ladies appreciate the man you have. He loves you and gives his all to you. Do not belittle him when you feel like shit or are having a bad day. Thank your man not by just saying thank you or i love you. Actions speak more than words.

God I pray for mankind

​When people are negative and express it to you or others. I hear pain and suffering. I hear hate in their hearts. Maybe even jealously. There is something in themselves they do not like and therefore try to bring you down with them. They do not know love  or choose to  recognize or accept the…

No doubt

​I DARE NOT QUESTION YOU YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DO MY FAITH IN YOU IS STRONG LOOK HOW FAR I’VE COME ALONG I LET MY WORRIES RISE TO YOUR OCCASION  I GIVE YOU MY STRESS IN THIS EQUATION  I DOUBT YOU NOT THOUGH THIS MAKES ME BLUE IN THIS WE WILL BE STRONGER ONCE WE…

Send it to the heavens

Lana del rey-summertime sadness Yesterday was relaxing for the most part. How all my days “should” be. Playing Until Dawn on the Ps4 with my mama. Not once looking up what I could do about bullying because then I would want to out and save the world and wouldn’t be able to which would cause…

Surprise!

Joy of mine How you will make my life more worth while I’ve been wanting you for quite some time But it never was right ’til I had yoir daddy in my life  Yes you were unexpected but you’re my biggest blessing  My little bundle of joy  Such a shock to me  Is this real? …

Reasons and Changes

Christina Aguilera – Fighter   ​Happy Friday! I have been here at home since my love and I have returned from our little class from the Pflugerville PREGNANCY Resouce Center and he has left for work. I have battling hunger all the while watching Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Singing every song and crying…

The roar of the Lion

​Chris Tomlin-How great is our God Wow! It’s September 1st! Only 21 more days til fall but who’s counting? RIGHT, FALL LOVERS? Psh not me! *wink and 27! More days til my FAVORITE little brother’s and my BEST cousin ever ZEKYA’S birthday! Yay!  11 more days til I can go back and get another ultra…